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Finally the  holiday that I have longed so much arrived. I have been leaving my home for about 5 months already and you can understand how much I wish to be at home. Well, this holiday was the CNY holiday, and a damn rushing holiday for me. The next day when i reached penang, i got to pack and head to KL already. Oh, i didn't go back to TI again this year, and i really have no idea when will be

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Honestly, i don't really like orthopaedic stuffs. The feeling is like when i was studying physic in secondary school. (i don't like physic either). Well, orthopedic was a totally different posting compared to surgery posting. I meant the the way how it was organized. Unlike surgery, everything has been arranged & scheduled nicely. Just that you got to wake up early to sign to your attendance

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Honestly it’s really a harsh time I have been through. I love reading stuffs in surgery. But somehow, the system, especially the requirement in logbook, dragged me away from the interest. In surgery, you will get to see how doctors manage the patients not merely through medications, but also surgical intervention. I went into OT (operation theatre) few times, watching doctors doing

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「希望你成為像野口英世一般了不起的醫生，為人群服務！」 這是我小的時候，母親經常叮嚀我的話。 我出生於一九三五年，當時，野口英世在日本已成為國民的典範，刻印在人們的心中。 他生於貧窮的農家，少年時左手曾遭受嚴重灼傷，後來苦讀成為醫生。他建立起歐美人也難以匹敵的成績，但可惜在研究中因黃熱病而去世。在我幼年時，母親就反覆向我敘述野口英世的故事，而且最後一定不忘叮嚀：「你以後也要做一個像野口英世般的醫生，為人群服務。」 一直接受這種教誨的我，上了小學時就立志成為醫生以幫助大眾。 但現在回想起來，卻有些不可思議。因為，我的老家是在九州的柳川經營棉被買賣的商家，身為長男的我，繼承家業原本是理所當然的事。 我的家庭不像野口英世那樣貧窮，對我的未來也沒有非常高的期待。我也不是因為在學校的成績特別優秀，被認為當一位醫生比繼承家業更為適合。但是母親卻在我尚未就讀小學的三、四歲時，

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一个星期的假期就这样过去了… 选择了不回家留在学校念书 但到头来好像也没念了多少书 糟糕!!! 假期嘛就该让自己放松一下 脚步变怠慢了... 睡眠变充足了... 恢复了运动跟跑步的习惯... 也终于有机会到外头吃宵夜了... 心情及生活也显然变得没那么紧迫了... 虽然读书的进展没有想象中的那么美好 但至少让自己休息得饱饱了... 也满足了... 明天就是开学的第一天了 在过去的3个星期并没什么好好地念书 因此，在接下来的4个星期就得加把劲把该念的知识全都挤进脑里! 就像旭阳般，这是个将会是个美好的开始... 好好加油哦!

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Just some photos of me throughout these 2 months :) Last week of Paediatric posting in ward 5 in Hospital Raja Perempuan Zainab II   Me in OT suit when going in operation room in HUSM

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我想每个人的人生里其中一项娱乐就是讲上司、老板的坏话吧~ 在他们面前总得摆出一脸恭维尊敬的样子 在他们的背后就高谈阔论地说着他们的种种不是 人生如戏嘛，为了求生活人总得演戏嘛~ 我并不是真的因为他大骂我们而不爽，因为我知道那是我们的错误 我明白他也是为了锻炼我们，让我们更有正确的态度去学习行医 我超不爽的只是他骂人的语气很明显是经过了肤色及性别的衡量 结果我就是那个被骂得最狗血淋头还得交道歉信的学生 有时候不是我们不想念书，但log book的要求真的快要把我们逼疯 机会是不等人的，如果有些罕有的病患出现而我们不快点检查把报告写进log book 我们也许再也没机会在这仅仅六个星期的外科病房看到第二个病患了 试想每早630起床730就在病房巡病床过后又有clinic、CT和seminar 有时候连午餐的时间都没了一直到上完课还得去检查自己组的病人 如果有可以填进log book

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Finally, 6 weeks of paediatric posting has been ended. It was quite an interesting posting. Every morning, we got to rush from USM to HRPZ ll. At there, we met children, we talked and played with them. Furthermore, only one on-call per week, quite “reasonable” lol. Overall, the arrangement was quite okay, just that part of me didn’t really like it as we could not follow up our patient’s

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渐渐发现自己学会了当一块海绵。 也渐渐发现自己学会了当一只布偶。 窗外的凤凰花开了，又一年了吧。

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I am a UK graduate and I’ve been working in Malaysia for almost a year. On my first day, I called my MO by her first name (respectfully) to ask her a question, and she did not answer, so I asked again, and she said to me ‘I would like to be addressed as Dr xxx’. For someone who has been calling all doctors, even my consultants in medical school by their first name, how lame that is, I

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Got up on the wrong side of life today yeah  Crashed the car and I'm gonna be really late  My phone doesn't work 'cause it's out of range  Looks like it's just one of those kind of days   You can't kick me down I'm already on the ground  No, you can't 'cause you couldn't catch me anyhow  Blue skies but the sun isn't coming out, no  Today it's like I'm under a heavy cloud And I feel so alive  I

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她脸上的笑容跟常人都一样灿烂，但她的脸孔就是跟常人有点不一样。 实习的日子终于开始了。现在的生活真的很忙碌，也很充实。 每天从7am到5pm的‘上课’时间，就好像普通上班族一样，只是有时候得待在医院守夜而已。 剩下的少许时间就只好拿来埋头苦读那些一本又一本厚厚的医学书。 :( 所以娱乐及写部落的时间自然减少了~ 我的第一个posting是儿科，所以我大多数的早晨都是在小孩子们的哭声中度过。 但我好像没看见她哭过。 那天帮她做检查到一半时她还睡着了呢。 是否曾想过自己的孩子如果是唐氏综合症 aka Down Syndrome 的话，你会怎么做？ 哭？接受不了？ 自己照顾或是送到智障中心？ 多年前，我有机会随着佛教会佛学营的同伴们一起到一所智障中心拜访。 那儿90%的儿童都是华人。 工作的热心人士们都是印裔朋友，他们告诉我们多数华人都不愿意带着他们。 就算是亲生的孩子，

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I never step into the east land of Malaysia till this Sarawak trip on last 2 weeks. Back to few months ago, when i opened my msn one day, someone propped out & invited me for it. 5 mins only for me to decide. wow. So, i was on the flight going there few months later. Upon arriving, after getting our rented car, we went hunting for lunch already. After filling our stomachs with the kolo mee, we

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天空不会一直都是蔚蓝色。 白云不会一直都不被污染。 鸽子也不仅仅有黑白两色。 事情也会出现燃尽的残余。 但就算是徘徊在灰色地带，也别忘了色彩璀璨的彩虹。 如果天空的颜色是灰色， 如果白云受了严重的污染变灰色， 如果白鸽被浓烟熏得或黑鸽被漂白得变成灰色， 如果事情毅然呈现燃尽的灰色残余像股市般令人崩盘， 那就记得还有一只，不，也许几只鲸鱼，依然是你色彩璀璨的彩虹。 这是读到第十章，看着池塘男孩的遭遇所想到的。没有任何事物都一直处于完美状态，所以自己得学会如何走出灰色地带。 有时候，在跌倒后勇敢地爬起来往前奔跑没有想象中那么辛苦。让人胆怯的不是环境，而是个人想法。 “电影好不好看，不是制作电影的人讲的，而是看电影的人讲的。” 书里的其中一句是这么写的。 也许觉得自己很糟，但给自己评价的也许不是自己，是观看你的人。 《鲸鱼女孩，池塘男孩》

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Are you a reading-lover? If yes then this will be a great new for you. BookFest@Malaysia 2011 is being held from 27 aug - 4 sep at KL Convention Centre. Go for books with a definitely much cheaper price! You just have to pay RM2.50 for each entrance or buy a RM10 'season ticket' if you think you will be there for more than 4 times. Students under 18 or senior citizens above 60 are free to enter

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如果你问每一个医学生某个病有什么危害的因素？我想大多数的答案中都包括抽烟、饮酒及肥胖。 我想就算你是个路人甲，以上那些不健康的生活习惯大家也明白吧。但很明显且可惜的，周遭90%的人仿佛都好像犯了至少其中一个。你敢说你没吗？ 过去的两个星期在内科里学习，看到的多数是肺炎、肺痨、以及好多好多的急性冠心症候群病患。 问病人是否曾经或依然抽烟时 ，10人里至少有7-8人有。有时候真的很不明白抽烟有什么好？危害健康烟味又臭到半死。除了帮助女人降低子宫癌的机率之外，都提高了得到其他疾病的机率。如果你不是女的，那你岂不是连那唯一的好处也没有？ = = 要是你得到了疾病，麻烦的不只是你一个人，而是连你的家人也受影响。要是你死了，大家还得流一流眼泪，浪费掉点水。舅舅离开的时候，母亲的泪泉像是断了三天三夜的堤。这是我唯一一次看她用掉那么多身体的水。 不是不可以喝酒，

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有一天，有一位和尚叫他的一位徒弟，沿着一条路走并将一粒他觉得最漂亮的石子捡起来。 条件是，只可以往前走，不可以后退把经过的石子再捡起来。 结果，结果徒弟只捡了一粒不是最漂亮的石子。 “我本来已经捡了最漂亮的石子，但后来却换了另个感觉比较漂亮的石子。走到最后，才发现原本的那粒比较好。” 人生就只有那么一条路，走过的不可能再回头。 人呀，总是在寻找最美好的一切，无论是人、事、物，但总有些时候却往往事与愿违。 你要的不一定是我要的，我要的也不一定是他要的，他要的也显然不一定是你要的。 也许是注定的吧。大家都在追寻自己想要的，但最终却都回到原点。 刚看了一部泰国电影，想起了一些事情，顿时有点落寞。 *邻国的电影好像比本地的更着股浓郁的情感，容易让人感触极深。 一个人的日子里，没有人陪伴身旁，总是容易胡思乱幻想，至少我就是这样。 没有遗憾，反正这只是上帝的游戏，

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About one month + ago, one of my friend, who was doing internship for seventeen magazine, asked me to help answering one question for a section she handled for the august issue. So, i answered but i didn't really expect it to be published honestly. What's your first first impression on your friend's girlfriend? Last week, i got a message from my another friend telling me she saw my face on it!

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Last week, 16/7, i went to Bon Festival held in Penang with family. What's Bon Fes? It's a Japanese Buddhist custom to honor the departed spirits of one's ancestors. And now, it has evolved into a family reunion holiday which people will be back to their ancestral family places to visit and clean their ancestors' graves.Meanwhile, the spirits of ancestors are supposed to come back & revisit the

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Here are some nice food i ate during that 20 days away from home. During my working days in KL, my head of department Alice, Kahke & me went hunting for delicious food after work sometimes hehe. The first one will be the Tong Kee Bakery@棠记. I went to the shop in Sri Petaling. Highly recommended the egg tart & the 'charcoal-baked' black bread. egg tart This bread is baked by charcoal and

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After 2 nights in Ampang, we gotta wake up early in the morning, around 5am something, take bath, and rush to the bus station to catch the earliest bus to Jerantut, Pahang. However, we failed :( We were 15 minutes late and so we got to take the 8am bus. 3 hours inside the bus before reaching Jerantut. Then while we were trying to figure out the NKS cafe, a taxi driver offered a ride for RM5. I

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Hmm, I got 2 days left without any plan after the S'pore trip, so i decided to stay in my friend, Nian Jye's house in Muar before departing to KL for next trip. He brought me for local delicacies there, especially the otak otak. Quite nice actually. Then we went to some parks and a spice garden there. My friend stayed in a small village so that 2 days were like so relaxing for me. I slept a lot

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After my work in fotorex, i got to pack my luggage again and headed to my next destination - Johor Bahru & Singapore :) By the time i reached Jb it was already late evening, so after meeting up with my friends and taking dinner, we went back to our guest house & took a good sleep. Next morning, we went to the Singapore. Our first stop was Bugis Street. We planned to take our lunch there first

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As i mentioned in previous blog, i have been in KL for a job in fotorex company for 8 days. Thanks to my best friend KahKe who invited me to work :) It's a photography studio which concentrates on producing portraits. ( my head told me that previously it did the wedding pictures but not like what they are doing now) And why they needed part time for that few days? Well, the main reason they

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流浪了一些日子后，才发现有个安固的家是温暖的。 几个行李，一本藤井树的书及一个巴士的座位，就这样我离开了家20天。一半是工作，而另一半则是到几个地方停留游乐。每当要离开一个地方到下一个地方，自己总是得把行李收拾好，然后就拿着巴士车票一个人到处跑来赶去。也许自己向往自由，也许自己喜欢到世界各处看看当地的人土风情，但后来我却发现自己原来并不喜欢当一名浪子。 等待原来是一件很痛苦的事。等巴士、等地铁、等时间过。时钟总好像是满慢了八拍，一直看手表也都还是停留在同一个点上。 半途中，自己发生了一件很倒霉的事。只因自己的愚笨，当一把利刀捅入心中才发现自己还会害怕，还会感觉到心痛。别问我是什么事，我不会答、不要答、不想答。旅行还是旅行，但自己有时候的笑容是用挤的，有时候就不再状况里。请原谅我吧。 看见了大城市，高高的大厦，人来人往的街道，疯狂奔腾的交通，感觉很状光观。但是，

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Do you like noodles? I like it very much haha. Introducing you a delicacy that i always go for dinner in Penang - Hakka Mee aka 客家面 The Hakka Mee is prepared from the hand made egg noodles. The noodles and bean sprouts are prepared by scalding in hot water. Then, the noodles are placed in a bowl and served with some savory minced pork and spring onion. Apart form the main course above, you

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It had been 1.5 year since the last time i went back to my hometown, Teluk Intan. If there was no any special event, i guess never go back there already. Some changes has taken from what i saw. More residency areas, more buildings, more entertainments, more developed compared to last few years. Of course, the main purpose for this time was our secondary school form teacher, Miss Kee's Wedding.

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These are few random shoots i took in or nearby my home. :) the flower the stem of 富贵花, flower of prosperity reddie erm, dunno the name of the plant... I like the last one a lot because half of it is like representing the day while another half represents the night. do you like it? :)

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Last weekend, i was away again to KL to meet with some of my old friends. Sitting in the PUDU bus station really made me feel like i was in an airport that time. It was so cool! Chen, my old friend, came and picked me. For the whole afternoon we were 'lepak'-ing and had a good chat while enjoying our tea time. Can't really imagine that we didn't meet each other for one & half year already. Wow,

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As i mentioned previously, i forgot to bring my camera along that 9 days. So, i only managed to capture some beautiful shots with my merely 3.2 px phone camera T.T Here are the pictures :) fishing village boulders in the sea in Pangkor Island Sunset in Melacca fishing village fishing village The last photo is my favourite out of the bunch. Hope you like it too. :)

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Continues from previous blog, our trip continued to Ipoh. It was like a small food trip here. 1st one was the chicken with bean sprouts aka 芽菜鸡. I forgot the name of the shop already & sorry that no picture available. Erm, i preferred the salted chicken i ate last time i went with family more. this one is not that special as i thought. Anyway it's still worth to try once. Another one, for

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Last week, i was away from home for 9 days. Wow, i guess this is the longest record of traveling of mine so far in my life. I went to a couple of places and here was the first stop that i wanted to show you - Melaka Do you know what's the first thing i did in Melaka?  I pulled down my friend's car's number plat when i was trying to open the boot. Oh gosh! Okay, back to the topic. The 'main'

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Last 2 weeks, i went to Langkawi Island with my family. This is the second time i took flight. Erm, not as exciting as the first time. It's just like squeezing yourself inside a small space high up the sky. Nothing much else. The only interesting thing is that we met 陈势安, the astro singer and we were in the same flight with him. However, im not really know him & not interested too. After the

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Here are some pictures i took when i went traveling in Penang with friends last week. Honestly i quite like them, even though they might not be counted as professional shoots. I ain't great photographer too. :) this last one is the one i like the most. Hope you like it too. :D

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Continues from previous post.. Well. on that 2nd night, we planned to go back & rest earlier coz' we would be going to take the earliest round of the cable car to Penang hill. But, we ended up playing cards till the midnight. Oh gosh, 5 hours sleep again. Luckily we managed to get up and we just made it in time. The reason why we were so eager to wake up so early was because we wanted to catch

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Well, continues from the previous post. On tat first night, we went to the Hardrock Hotel. The guitar symbolizes the hotel. After visiting the facilities inside it while waiting the time to pass, finally the clock reached 10:30 pm, the live band started! so this is the live band. They sang those -80 & -90 english song, which i know none lolz. If they are in kelantan, i think the ladies will be

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last week, i got a call from my dude telling me that they he's coming to penang.so, we ended up traveling in penang for 4 days, and im gonna to introduce those amazing places in penang for u in my next few posts. :) on the first day they came, we went to 1st avenue, the new shopping complex situated beside the prangin mall, which is just beside the KOMTAR, highest skyscraper in penang. and

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手机里传来的讯息消耗了看你的夜晚 倾盆大雨的音量套住了我心里的哭泣声 当我还想信你对着你傻笑说着话的那时候 载我回家的公车带领我离开蓝色地带 但却没惊觉原来眼泪悄悄随我回到了家 只是夜深独处时它现身在我回头时的影子 我坚强地化成条鱼不让你看见我在哭 掩饰着自己的心痛每当你微笑的那一刻 只因我没权力抹杀你所向往的自由与幸福 奢望你可曾回头微笑但你只挥了手说再见 我气自己似懦夫尽管再失望也不愿意生气你 我说不等了我说放手了让你飞走了我不难过了 我愿当一只鱼，在水中生活，才不会有人看见自己在哭泣。 我愿当一只鱼，拥有七秒的记忆，才不会对你牵肠挂肚让自己受伤。 你不忍心让我难堪，所以莲藕断了还会有丝连。 我不忍心看你难堪，所以我忍心咬断了牵连的丝。 今天突然之下听到徐佳莹的《失落沙洲》，让我想起了自己以前发生过的一件事。

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photographer : arcadianic (myself) model : KayLynn my lovely niece no adobe photoshop this time. hope u like the pictures. :)

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last week, just 2 days before our professional exam 2 result was released, i went out with friends to Kuala Terengganu, another district of the east coast of peninsular m'sia.i would like to describe it as relaxing. You would never feel the tension as you had felt during your study weeks & exam week. Undoubtedly, it was also a great escape from thinking about the to-be-released-soon result.

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其实到现在我还是很反对学校九月才开课。我真的不明白那些医生及教授们需要休息那么久吗？五个月的假期，我真的搞不懂为什么要那么的长干吗呢？五个月的时间肯定足够让我们把之前学的都忘得一干二净。况且，这样的蹉跎只会让我们更加迟毕业。apex的步伐果然很特出地比其他大学慢了一大截。但无论怎样，这已成事实了。 休息了几天，之前有什么懊恼的、难过的，生气的，应该都平息了。是时候好好想想五个月内该干什么。 带了点书。应该找点时间念一念了。旅行呢？希望跟大学朋友之前想过的都能达成吧。中学朋友呢？好像大家都在忙各自的，旅行大概很难吧。就只有跟家人的旅行是已经确定的。attachment呢？在槟城根本就没有自己的交通工具，大概不可能吧。打工呢？其实自己没这个打算。但如果无聊得很的话，那也没办法了。 真的是很无聊的漫长假期。

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突然想起自己在考试的时候写下了几句让自己发奋的狠话。 也许会偏激了点，但这也是其中一种让自己努力奋斗，不许怠慢的方法。 1.   you will have a dream if you sleep now, your dream will come true if you study now. 2.   当你读书的时候，全世界都在读书。       当你睡觉的时候，全世界都还在读书。       当你不读书的时候，全世界都还是在读书。       不想当最后一名，不想fail的话，就死也要爬起来读书。 3.   对那些看低你的人报复的最好方法就是拿出比他们好的成绩，让他们后悔看低你。 4.   if you don't walk now, you will have to run tomorrow. 其实每个人都有让自己努力发奋的方法。

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成绩出炉了。 在踏入教室前我的 PA 已经发了讯息给我，告诉我及格了。我终于在大考里得到了B，我可以大声告诉全世界我不再是 borderline 的学生了。也许对一些人来说是件易如反掌的事，我对我来说，这是件难得的事，这也是我感觉很开心的事。 感谢帮助过我的人，尤其是身边的好兄弟不断地给我鼓励及教导。 感谢有个好友在 study week 到我房里读书，至少自己不是那么的寂寞。 感谢 PBL 16 给我的教导，尤其是某位华裔女生，也就是我们全班最聪明的学生，给我的教导。 感谢那些看轻我的人，是你们让我更有斗志努力奋斗。 开始放暑假了。 五个月的时间，还蛮久的。自己现在还没什么打算。脑海里只是想快点回家，让自己好好休息一下，想一想自己过去三年里在学校做了什么，得了什么，好好反省一下。大三是个蛮恐怖的学年。自己为了很多事情烦恼了不少。最重要的是自己终于放下了执著了一年多的事情，

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终于都考完试了。 还有七天，成绩就出炉了；也代表说还剩七天就可以离开这座监狱了。 其实这个考试季节里，自己承受了满不少的压力。话说也许学业只是生活的一部分，但对于我而言，学业的好坏很直接地影响了自己生活里其他的部分。也许很荒谬，但只有自己才明白自己为什么会这样想。但自己也明白这只是个起跑点，若在前端就挺不住，以后面对病人时该怎样？ 也感恩这个考试，让我体会到自己在大学里的三年里好像都没好好地念书。成绩一直在及格边缘走动。打算着带点书回家，但还是惧怕自己没那个毅力坚持而已。其实心里更害怕的是不知道自己上不上得了大四。考试的第二张SEQ做得还真蛮烂，第三天的DI更不用说了。虽然感觉好像很多人都做不好，但难道别人做不好是拿来安慰自己的话吗？所以，自己真的真的很害怕。 这个考试，也让看到，也感受到了“有事钟无艳，没事夏迎春”。俗语说“夫妻本是同林鸟，大难临头各自飞”，我深深地感受到了，

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下辈子，你想当什么？ 这问题让我想起了10年前在大马电视热播中的韩剧《蓝色生死恋》。剧中的女主角告诉男主角说她下辈子想当一棵树，因为树是不会，也不需要跟自己的哥哥分开。然而，在故事的结尾女主角果然与男主角，也就是她的哥哥分开了。 很少看见电视剧是以悲伤的结局收场的。虽然很浪漫，但我想应该也夺走不少观众的眼泪吧。 那么，你的答案是什么呢？ 自己就有那么想过。若是下辈子到了，我希望自己可以变成一只变色龙。用颜色掩护自己，躲在某各角落观看周围的变化。有了这保护色，敌人就很难接近，其他的人也不会察觉到自己的存在，多自由自在啊。接触的东西少了，烦恼应该也会跟着少吧，至少我是这么觉得的。 烦恼的增加意味着成长的到临。好像自己已经长大了不少，已到了某个年龄，也开始越来越多烦恼了。 或许你会觉得这是个不成熟的想法，人本来就应该勇敢地面对烦恼。 经不起考验，哪得来成长？

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ANTM 16 has started airing 3 weeks ago and it's part of my weekly routine now :) well, honestly i think most of the medical students don't care much about the fashion or self appearance or either i am too much about it? but i will still wanna be the weirdo :P ya, no doubt! i will always into fashion & modeling things... i always imagine if i am tall enough, surely i will go for part time model

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i wish to have a monk mind now but i am having a monkey mind now oh my goodness! 18 days left before my professional exam and my mind is still like a rabbit, keep jumping here and there and i know my laziness is killing me! no doubt! i find it hardly to concentrate on my study whenever i am inside my room. i can't get my butt sit on the chair for long, and i can't keep my mouth shut but keep

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you might be doing something that don't suit you, just like when the car drives deep under the sea...or you might be doing something that suit you, but you starts to feel tired with it, just like when the seagull hates to fly above the sea... 当眼睛闭上 When your eyes close 当呼吸不再那么清晰 When your breath becomes unclear 当绚烂阴暗 When the paradise gets darkened 当美丽不再是美丽的 When the beauty fades away

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曾经想过希望自己长大以后的房子可以盖在海边 早晨看着渔夫们开船到大海为自己的一日而忙碌 傍晚看着夕阳在自己的另一端慢慢下落，周遭慢慢变暗 夜晚就听着一次又一次，绵绵不绝的海浪声哄自己入睡 可是那只是小时候无知的胡思乱想 随着成长的步伐，发现小时候拥有过的很多美梦都渐渐变得含糊不清了... 有些人很向往过去 而我也一直都在怀旧，依然喜欢小时候看得卡通片，依然喜欢童年的游戏 但谁都回不去了…… 有些人喜欢探索未来 而我也很想乘搭时光机到二十年后看看自己是否可成为一名好医生？ 是否对自己，对家人，对社会付出贡献？还是依然一事无成？ 我讨厌无法掌握的感觉，特别是现在，当自己对考试无法掌握的时候 很害怕为某些东西努力过后却得来一场空，虽然生活本来就是一场未知数 有些人说要活在当下 而我自己也不清楚自己是否每天都有在努力地生活  Live your life, not just

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三年前，在踏入大学门口的那一刻，我告诉自己要当个很好，很厉害的医生。三年后，在面对一次又一次的失败后，我告诉自己要当个好医生。原来，激励的斗志会随着经不起的考验慢慢地在搁浅。到不了不劳而获，却好像停留着守株待兔的脚步。原来，我渴望的阶层，需要的远远地离我所付出的更多更多。无时无刻都在想现在做的适不适合自己无时无刻都在怀疑自己的能力与兴趣模特，写作，演戏，烹饪，摄影，绘画好像自己的嗜好都没半个牵连到医学，甚至科学不喜欢当医生吗？心里明白，不是不喜欢，是不敢喜欢当人思想太白面包时，对很多事情原先抱着的热忱会被浇熄。然而，多了一份遐想，也许不切实际，也许可笑，但或许这就是支撑自己走下去的力量。现在心情还蛮平静，只是自己突然感慨而已只想单单纯纯，努力地把书念好考个至少及格的成绩，然后上大四 :)依然寻找着白面包与遐想的一个平衡点。。。

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窗外看出去似乎没什么特别只不过是几栋宿舍与几棵大树而已但通过摄影也许可以让那些不起眼的东西变得灿烂（全是用手机的哦)这是某天开通宵到天亮的时候看见破晓的晨光，感觉很美丽所以就忍不住拍了下来~哈哈 这是我的窗口看出去的右边风景这是往下看的风景这是往前看的风景加了一些字，那些就是我看着那照片时的感觉~这当然不是学校的风景!这张是我新年时跟家人到观音庙时拍下的还有很多照片但都懒得放上来啦 hehe~哪儿有很多鸽子，这只是其中一张没那么多鸽子的~不知道当你看着这些照片时的感觉如何？how u feel with the pictures?p/s ： 其实有很多时候，大家只觉得我只是会自拍的人。但我很想告诉大家我也会拍别的东西，只是也许并不是那么的耀眼。别只把我的自拍放大，却把其他的照片忽略了。对我来说，若是要拍人的话，自己当然是最好的模特，所以才拍了一大堆自己的照片而已。

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My life is brilliant. My love is pure. I saw an angel. Of that I'm sure. She smiled at me on the subway. She was with another man. But I won't lose no sleep on that, 'Cause I've got a plan. You're beautiful. You're beautiful. You're beautiful, it's true. I saw your face in a crowded place, And I don't know what to do, 'Cause I'll never be with you. Yeah, she caught my eye, As we walked on by. She

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sometimes i will just feel lonely, for no reason.just like what i am feeling right now.okay, you have friends, books & phone fulled with sms(s) & calls.so why do you still feel it right now?i don't know.sometimes i feel like knowing nobody around me.sometimes i feel like being left out in a corner.well, don't get confused. i am not the type of histrionic personality disorder.i am just having some

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小时候的日子都总是呆在家中度过所以，自己总是很向往能出去旅行或任何离开家的感觉离开家的感觉就好像是长大的孩子般，不需要父母都能在外混日子甚至有时候还真得很讨厌待在家的时候离开家的那几天就像是场梦般梦幻、灿烂…我依然记得妈妈牵着我的手一起搭巴士到热闹街道买东西的感觉那时的我是多么的兴奋，而妈妈却总是担心我走失她总是紧紧捉着我的手，我竟然还感觉到厌烦其实我还真的是个‘大乡里’，对热闹的城市会遥不可及，即兴奋又惧怕去首都的时候，感觉爆掉了，就好像人生第一次登陆月球般好笑吧？但那是我的小时候，我还是很自豪地说这感觉跟着真正长大的岁月里逐渐淡掉当自己一个人来到另一个陌生处求学时，这感觉早就颠翻了像似磁铁的两端，100%不成对立的极端现在能回家的那几天就好像是发了一场美丽的梦这场梦美得让人留连忘返，读希望能永远留在梦里永不苏醒回到学校后就等于被打回现实，得面对那一堆堆的笔记及书本还有让我恐惧的考试…

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上个星期去了学校对面的理发店 （去了三次，第三次终于有时间给我们了） 给了一个女生剪了头发 她皮肤有点黝黑、个子还蛮矮小 一起去的朋友还开玩笑地说她是位泰国妹 不过我想应该不是吧？她还能说一口流利的华语不是吗？ 也许都是同样的训练吧 理发室都总是会问你从哪儿来、平时在哪理发、来这儿几年了、觉得这儿怎样 我也不都是敷衍地说了几句修饰过的答案回敬他们 这次也不例外~ 隔壁的理发室跟顾客一直都滔滔不绝地说着话 而我这一桌的却几乎是鸦雀无声，她问了几句问题，我也答了几个答案 她不是所谓的‘cool’，她是害羞，我看得出 想想自己以前还真的好像也是这样，害羞到半死，都不知害羞个屁！ 第一个星期来到大学时，对陌生环境感到有点害怕，因此都扮的cool cool地 连两位室友都说我冷酷到半死，蛮欠扁的。哈哈 她的剪法还真的慢得可让人睡着

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医学第二阶段的课程 (preclinical year) 告一段落了所有的课都上完了， 要告别DK 2 了最后一堂课结束后拍下的照片，看得见我吗？（应该只有60%的学生剩下吧）剩下的就只是好像接力赛的考试，一个接一个地来加油咯~p/s ： 真的希望这真的是在DK2最后的照片，因为我不希望我这个危险人物需要再重修一年

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8岁，崇拜自己喜欢的卡通人物。13岁，崇拜自己迷恋的电视偶像。18岁，崇拜自己欣赏个性的歌手。22岁，崇拜有独特想法的人物。陈绮贞在边缘游走的一位女歌手抱着吉他，决不愿自己是为了出专辑而唱歌因为想把自己的经历和故事唱给别人听，才会去创作，才会有那个流浪的吉他手她感受生活，把经历过的感动写成了歌认真地听她的第一首歌是《旅行的意义》文字这东西真的很玄。他去了旅行，就只是为了躲开她。（部分歌词）你累計了許多飛行你用心挑選紀念品你蒐集了地圖上每一次的風和日麗你擁抱熱情的島嶼你埋葬記憶的土耳其你流連電影裡美麗的不真實的場景卻說不出你愛我的原因卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你分心說不出旅行的意義你勉強說出你愛我的原因卻說不出你欣賞我哪一種表情卻說不出在什麼場合我曾讓你分心說不出離開的原因勉強說出你為我寄出的每一封信都是你離開的原因你離開我　就是旅行的意義她就像是个老师，

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昨天又再去赛跑了~反正免费参加，又有merit point可拿。哈哈不过早上做了些运动，傍晚又去赛跑，结果一下来整天都累个要命更糟糕的是因为累而睡了整天。只好加倍努力了~

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上个周末去了学校christian fellowship筹备的圣诞节活动虽然离圣诞节迟了约10天， 但还是能感觉到那圣诞气氛照片里的我们是大三部分的学生（看得出我在哪里吗？ ）认真地想，当晚提到的话题其实还蛮有意思的<!--[if gte mso 9]> Normal 0 false false false EN-US ZH-CN X-NONE MicrosoftInternetExplorer4 <![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]>

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是你砸碎我那纯洁的双眼是你暗杀我已生锈的床铺是你敲打我已灿烂的写实是我诱惑你曾沉睡的面具是我拒绝你已浑浊的戏剧是我肮脏你已威舞的玫瑰是他呼唤我们辉映乱排的裂决

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天灾的发生，往往只有一個月的媒体效应。然而更多的事情，是在這一個月之后发生的。陈绮贞の话曾经疯狂地欢笑着， 曾经无忧无虑地享受生活， 曾经就表示过去了，现在没了。 时间容易换来改变，还是比自己失序地选择改变来得容易？心情低落时，字典总冒着‘曾经’、‘当初’、‘从前’等等的词。 难道生活就只有越来越差劲？ 还是度过了那安全的过去，也顺便爱上了安全？ 你无法掌握的未来，就对未来感觉恐惧及纳闷，因为你爱上了安全。 是未来丑陋，还是自己的想法丑陋？回想自己曾回答的一次，诚实回答自己一次。<!--[if gte mso 9]> <![endif]--><!--[if gte mso 9]> Normal 0 false false false EN-US ZH-CN X-NONE

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It's the second day of year 2011 now. Hopefully it's not too late to flashback now.academicallyObviously year 2010 was a terrible year to mention about my academic.I failed my exams. I didn't manage my study very well. I became one of the weakest student in my class. I could hardly be motivated & moved on. I might be looked well externally but who would ever understand my inner side? It's my

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how many present u received in ur last christmas?i received zero materially.but it doesn't matter anyway.at least i did have a nice dinner with friends. :)last few days, my roommate showed me his new watch.and only i realized that i lost my Docker's watch ( or perhaps i left it at home accidentally? )and we need a good watch to be a doctor. ( to count the RR & PR )and i always wanted to buy

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today is the beginning of the last block of phase 2 - O & G blocki tell myself, it's the last block, it's a new start too.although i don't really have a vivid plan of the year 2011,indeed it's just the continued part of my 3rd year of school life ( i don't hv new sem ),but it actually signifies that the revision for selanjar 3 & pro exam starts to run now ( HAVE TO ).halfway on the 2nd year

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just the last few hours when it was still christmas eveand we had our dinner :Dall made by ourselves (guys only) except the roasted chickens :Dwhile the girls were waiting for the food to be served...appetizer : cheese piethough it was just appetizer, but it was so heavy till we started to feel the fullness in stomach after having it.initially it was meant to be quesadilla, but in the end the

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人总是很奇妙的， 总是为自己许下蛮多的承诺， 至少我就是这样。然而，有些人可以积极为目标废寝忘食，勇往直前…有些人则不见得那么积极了…其实回想自己的过去生活，还总喜欢给自己下蛮多看起来口气非常大的承诺，有些甚至根本不可能完成。好无聊吧？的确是……看着大一的照片，人真的会变，连我自己也变了，样貌也是，思想也是。成熟了吗？我想没差多少，只是回不去以前许许多多疯狂幼稚的举动吧。那你呢？现在的自己只想为自己许下一个最后的承诺。不要在为自己许一些有的没的。若真的许了，那就拼命达到目标。但一定要带份理智。哈哈之前想着的一个决定还是没办法找个答案出来。看着办吧。

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well, i have tried something new today.a new 'tong shui'...erm, you might think that it's a weird combination of green bean & corn at the first glanceso do with some of my friendsbut it definitely tastes much nicer than your initial perception or the look here:D

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well it was actually 2 weeks ago...and it would be most probably my last time to go to kampung chetok...our residencies was ended beautifully but i am not gonna miss it..in fact, i can't really get used to staying in kampung (or maybe malay kampung only)anyway apart from the accommodation, the remaining parts are still very sweet...and it's quite relaxing so it would be a great time to get rid of

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Finally the American's Next Top Model season 15 comes to the end.with all the high-fashioned style...( which is so Italian! )and this is the final covergirl photo for the 1st runner-up CHELSEY HERSLEYand obviously the winner will be she..with 188 cm height, which is so standing out..with 5 times 1st call-out consecutively and 6 times collectively out of 10...she breaks the record of the history..

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do you ever think that you might get mad in your life?i mean, really mad.last week, we got a schizophrenic patient in our lecture hall.the doctor was interviewing her. Initially, she sounded normal.( maybe because she was on medication)after a while, she revealed her delusions.That sounded cool but sad too."i love my cousin & he loves me too. we have to get married."[amorous]"my family members

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今天清早就起身了窗外依然下着雨，下着细细的雨穿好运动服及球鞋就跟着几个老党去门去了原因呢？今天今天有个由医学会举办的赛跑 :)但其实参与的人也不多，我还不是贪着有免费早餐及merit point，又可以运动才去的 :P结果只跑到第10+名 （有一半都是在走的）但由于女生人数不够，结果我也有份拿到奖品咯 :D拿到了一个环保袋，一个塑胶碗及几粒水果。。。我想以前认识我的人都知道我并不是那么的喜欢运动比起跑步，我很可能喜欢羽球多一些但在大学里，似乎只有跑步时没有任何约束的，不需要球拍，不需要朋友，自己一个人也可以这个星期跑得太多了，胫骨的远侧部分又开始痛了，这次还痛得蛮厉害也是这个原因，我今天跑到一半就停了（也没跟很多人讲，反正绝大部分的人都会觉得这只是借口）回到房了，就自己拿着铁打酒推磨着。。。到了大学，习惯了自己一个人，习惯没家人待在身边的感觉但这不算是独立吧？

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you might think that CCF is congestive cardiac failure..but that's definitely not the meaning of the title here!!!it's chee cheong fan!!!ya no doubt i was eating chee cheong fan from teluk intan!!!even thought i didn't go back, but thank to my coursemate @ hometown-mate, she bought this f0od back for me!i ate 3 packs for my breakfast & lunch!ya it's so yummy.i know that i won't be going back to

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any idea on what's the anime showed here?it's AVATAR!well i just finished watching this amazing cartoon which was actually aired in nickedoleon 2 years ago.ya no doubt i have finished all 3 seasons!!!and the story is soooooo amazing! ( much much much better than the movie! )and all those benders look so great even when the fire bending is overpowering under the sozin comet especially aang, the

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最后一次抬头望天空是何时的事了？是否曾从车窗往外仰望？是否遗忘了天空的蓝？还在某个建筑物上高挂着呢？还是围绕着太阳衬托？看了看手机，其实自己拍下了蛮多关于天空的照片。希望你们会喜欢这四张。

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童年拥有过的幻想。。。渐渐演变成少年的梦想。。。进化成现今青年追求的理想。。。￥ ￥ ￥ ￥ ￥心里太多的困惑外面太多的诱惑仿佛被淹没了许久。。。电车停了，目的地到达了，是时候从睡梦中苏醒了。。。海平面真的很美好，就这样停停顿着赖着不想走但海底壳到底有多深？要不要侵入探索？我试着探索。。。￥ ￥ ￥ ￥ ￥ 路上总会有很多小石子我不是个厉害的步行者，就这样跌跌撞撞着我不害怕跌到，只畏惧跌了之后就没机会再起身。。。

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黑夜有多黑？而谁能绽放黑夜笼罩里耀眼的曙光呢？旭阳没错，就是它。每一个破晓，犹如旭阳用光芒划破黑夜…即使前途未卜，仍执意出发…而人们用能学会它的多少？我想人应该是很极端的。极端地为生活猛力奋斗，废寝忘食般往目标前进，最终得到的是？又或者极端地原地踏步，稳定但却是容易被主宰的一群，被现今社会淘汰的对象。不是吗？也许你不多说什么，试着努力，极努力，试着的成功了吗？我不知道，因为我也畏惧。曾经有过强烈的意志，曾经想轰轰烈烈干一番。却模糊了方向，却容易让原本的意念慢慢搁浅。你的毅力可有波涛汹涌的架势，却能持之以恒吗？还是不过只傀儡容易让人左右自身的想法？你的字典有本事抹杀放弃的置身地吗？-------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------------《破晓》

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AGE - salmonellosisSalmonella typhimuriumSalmonella enteritidisAGE - shigellosisShigella dysentriaeShigella flexneriShigella bodydiiShigella sonneiAGEEscherichia colicholeraVibrio choleraVibrio parahaemolyticusVibrio vulnificuscampylobacteriosisC. jejuniC. coliC. lariC. fetusfood poisoningStreptococcus aureusBacillus cereusbotulismClostridium botuliniumpseudomembranous colitisClostridium

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回到学校也快已一星期了吧~再回校的前一晚与好友bkee在QB聚了二小时她应该是第二个新年之后有见面的老友吧 （ 第一个是肥婆玲 ：P）遇见老友的感觉好温馨我们其实也没什么逛店购物，反而边走边谈了不少东西过去的中学点滴，现在的学业，未来的未知数，很畅快地把东南西北都说了一遍也去吃了马桶餐。食物真的不错，但我绝对不会去第二次，因为环境的感觉的确很恶心~话说没什么购物，但两小时内我就花了整百元谁叫我们俩都没有“困难选择症” （我们俩都还记得谁有 hohoho）昨天是中秋节身在异乡，特别怀念家乡的一切家人，妈，老朋友们。。。虽然我们都没见面，但别担心，我过的很好，希望你们也是一样祝福大家哦。。。

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是否曾经因为害怕受伤而不愿付出？是否曾经因为过于执着却换来伤害？是否曾经想过要忘记，不想记得？冬去了 雪花也枯了……淋雨了 视线朦胧了……宴尾了 人群也散了……结束了 也没什么好留恋了……其实，很多事情过去的就该让它过去，自己有再多的依依不舍总不会换来重来。你可以懵懂但却不能对它多了份眷恋。往往执着的放不了手只会让伤口在流多点血。至少，它还活在你的记忆里。这不是每个人拥有的本能，不曾与生俱来过。反正流过泪后，人才会试着学习，才会成长。若你无法成长，那是因为你不曾为自己努力过。不是吗？冬去了 梅花萌芽了……淋雨了 痛苦洗净了……宴尾了 人总会继续迈步了……结束了 就是另一个美好的开始了……你的life cycle不是书上的nematode, trematode或cestode。你的life cycle填满了许多蓝色，

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忧郁感丰裕的我一向都比较嗜爱蓝色曲。相对的，快感轻松的调子我都不会太感兴趣。但这张专辑里歌真的好棒! 爵士的曲风感觉还不赖~快去买专辑或下载吧~结论 ： 这是一张非常棒的专辑!!!我喜欢! 不，我爱!

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它也许从不认识你它也许从不属于你它也许只是在服饰店与你擦身而过你，却买了它回家……穿着它度过了有温度的几个冬天……他陪你流过泪滴？它陪你上过几堂课？它陪你欢笑了的多久？它陪你玩过几次生活营？它陪你疯疯癫癫的生日会？它陪你拍过几张记忆的照片？它陪你吃过几次依回味的晚餐？夏天来了……它被我收进衣柜了……它静静地被我收进衣柜了……它静静地躺进我的衣柜了……它欢笑着对我加油……它鼓励着我往前飞翔……它埋没了埋怨及眼泪……但我丢失了感觉，因为我们已经陌生了……它曾经幸福地跟着别人衬托着别人的 t-shirt……半个月，它对别人挥了手……它穿在我的身上衬托着我的t-shirt……我怀疑他为何会对别人的t-shirt说再见……我怀疑别人给他的美好它没了眷恋在搁浅着……我怀疑为何它突然对我的t-shirt有了思念……我怀疑它为何会穿在我的身上，而我却傻傻地穿上它……我怀疑它曾经给过的温暖，

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思绪好乱……好重……好惘……我不知道该怎么抉择我会不忍心生气你，甚至讨厌你我知道自己很坏，也很自私，但我不知道该怎么办我们当陌生人吧回到当初都不认识彼此的时刻曾经的友谊，就让它成为曾经的回忆随风散去抱歉……

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Got a visit from an old buddy for past 2 days!hui leng in USMKKhonestly i don't really have an exact idea to bring her anywhere cause' it's kelantan! I guess most of things is the same as Terengganu.1st stop : We went to Pantai Timur Chicken ChopThen we were hanging around KB mall which shocked her a lot 'cause she said there's NO MALL in Terengganu. Conclusion, Kelantan has beaten Terengganu?

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小学篱笆的午后 微风来探班后离开后的你们会飘到哪儿？那白色的绒球在解散之后会到每个地方延续生命吧？随着雨伞的撑开，燕子的归巢淡淡的丝雨把画面清晰化了蓬勃的土壤让希望有希望了 让生命延续了。。。眼里的我们是温柔的女生。。。但，我们的心里是坚强的化身。。。草丛的空气夏蝉的虫鸣蝴蝶的彩色不时的落叶陪伴着我们成长也陪伴了童年的你们成长吧。。。我们不再是温室里的花朵我们已经慢慢长大就算风再大，雨再凶，周围再恶劣我们一定要不屈不饶地坚持生长不要说疲倦，不要觉得厌倦，而应试着去跨越因为坎坷过后洒在身上的将会是最温暖的日光以前的我们曾经拥有过梦想现在的我们要展翅追逐梦想也许我们弱不禁风。。。也许我们有着未为人知的精神。。。因为，我们都有梦想，我们都有要实现的梦想。。。

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Well, it's not only about the name, it's about his life and attitude as a physician.I just watched "Patch Adams", the movie, which is a 1998 comedy-drama film starring Robin Williams based on the true life story of Hunter "Patch" Adams. It's is a great a movie and every medical student should watch it, to understand your duty and responsibility as a physician before you receive the honor as a

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下大雨的黑夜 的确容易让人崩溃之前总是迷迷糊糊的不知道怎么办现在 决定好方向了 就要好好往前飞翔要努力脱离迷惘要驱走心中暗黯要有毅力地坚持^^

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Hooray!!! It's holiday!!!Well, i know it sounds a bit late.hahaWhat have i done other than just sleep and eat these few days? Of course movies! I watched 3 movies in 3 days consecutively. Yeah! It rocks!What i wanna say is that all these 3 movies are great movies. Angelina Jolie is really amazing though there are wrinkles on her face.oops. Time flies, always, right? haha. And, INCEPTION is a

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i went out with my family last two days in QB, as usual. And, we had our tea time in Paddington, the house of pancakes.me and my little niecethe pancakeThe pancakes were actually TOO LARGE and TOO SWEET.It definitely tastes great for the first few bites but after that....I was so full but it's not really healthy if you eat it too much. Actually i was thinking why don't just i make one myself at

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maybe it needs a revolution now...

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读书无聊时你有什么消遣呢？有的时候，我会喜欢绘画。不知道你喜不喜欢。但不过，我画的多数是随性乱画的，且多数的都还是未完成的作品。（嘻嘻，不好意思啦）这张应该是唯一一张比较快完成的^^照片可以把生动美丽的那一妙记载下来。而图片是用手，用自己的能力及想象力一画一画慢慢将那美丽画下来。我喜欢照相，也喜欢绘画，因为我喜欢绚丽的那一刻。。。你呢？

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Well, these are just some shoots i took from my residency 2 which was actually just passed few days back.well, i love the last picture the most of this bunch though i don't know what is the reason. ><Obviously i have edited most of the pictures.And, some of the pictures i didn't edit them well.Sorry for that because i don't really have the passion sitting in front of PS for hours.hehe. If you

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在槟城的时间就只剩下一小时了很快的，第三年就要开始了年尾还来个大考加油了！别忘了给自己的承诺。

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白光穿梭于黑暗是种衬托的表现洁身于已污浊的残忍现实更是件灿烂的衬托骄傲的脸 凌势的眼 嘲笑的颜尽管内心嘶裂也没用 全都经不起作用只盼自身还能有点曙光 哪怕弱不耀眼仍希望还剩坚持下去的迤逦梦想有多高？你的，有多高？到得了吗？深蓝的天空浅蓝的天空而，我的天空已灰了...蓝色代表忧郁嫩枝代表春天于是这张插图就叫做《蓝色的春天》也许他看起来像个春天但有谁了解内心沉底的蓝影蓝很美丽...也很伤...p/s : 其实这几张照片使我再某些时候看见漂亮的景色或东西用手机照下的。本来来想要edit的，但还是喜欢原本的绚烂，于是打消了原本的念头。我还蛮喜欢, ^^ 不知道你们喜不喜欢...

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