蒲公英

小学篱笆的午后 微风来探班后
离开后的你们会飘到哪儿？
那白色的绒球在解散之后会到每个地方延续生命吧？

随着雨伞的撑开，燕子的归巢
淡淡的丝雨把画面清晰化了
蓬勃的土壤让希望有希望了 让生命延续了。。。

眼里的我们是温柔的女生。。。
但，我们的心里是坚强的化身。。。

草丛的空气
夏蝉的虫鸣
蝴蝶的彩色
不时的落叶
陪伴着我们成长
也陪伴了童年的你们成长吧。。。

我们不再是温室里的花朵
我们已经慢慢长大
就算风再大，雨再凶，周围再恶劣
我们一定要不屈不饶地坚持生长
不要说疲倦，不要觉得厌倦，而应试着去跨越
因为坎坷过后洒在身上的将会是最温暖的日光

以前的我们曾经拥有过梦想
现在的我们要展翅追逐梦想

也许我们弱不禁风。。。
也许我们有着未为人知的精神。。。


因为，我们都有梦想，我们都有要实现的梦想。。。

Patch Adams

Well, it's not only about the name, it's about his life and attitude as a physician.

I just watched "Patch Adams", the movie, which is a 1998 comedy-drama film starring Robin Williams based on the true life story of Hunter "Patch" Adams. It's is a great a movie and every medical student should watch it, to understand your duty and responsibility as a physician before you receive the honor as a doctor.

Hunter "Patch" Adams is an American physician, social activist, citizen diplomat and author.And the most important thing is that each year he organizes a group of volunteers from around the world to travel to various countries where they dress as clowns in an effort to bring humor to orphans, patients, and other people.

"We are improving the health, not delaying the death."

This sentence is the one that gives me the most impact. Besides, i see the thing that we always talk about it in school - Don't treat the disease, treat the patient. Most of the time, our, the doctors concern more about the patients' files and diseases, but not the patients themselves. Do you ever go deep and understand what the patients' feelings or backgrounds, their stories? This is so true yet most of us didn't actually practice it, including myself. Whenever i was clerking case, i was so concerned about my report that i don't even spend much time chatting with the patients. That's bad, isn't it?

To become a doctor is really a meaningful thing in my life, perhaps the most one so far. I really wish that i can graduate and help people in the future. However, it's tough and obviously i don't have the confidence. I feel unsafe. Sometimes i really scared that i may be failed in exam and delayed in graduating because i am not a smart one, or maybe the weaker one. It totally sucks!

Dreams are hard to be fulfilled. I understood. But I hate the feeling of being unsecured. I hate to take risk. Isn't it ridiculous? It drives me down, it drives me away from the enjoyment in studying medicine. Sometimes, i am really like a bastard.

It's unsecured...

I am scared...