she cries

Just another ordinary morning. As usual, I was late and avoiding the ward round. But that's not the main point here.

I saw her on the oxygen mask gasping for air. I approached her as I planned to use her case for report. She looked so thin and cachexic. We started the conversation with some smiles. =) Occasionally, we came out with some laughter. Although she could barely talk due to the shortness of breath and lethargy, she kept smiling to me, hinting me that she was okay. Her Kelantanese slang was quite strong. Luckily I got her sister to translate for me whenever question mark appeared on top of my head.

All the while, I was trying to clerk all essential information before I touched the sensitive issue. I hesitated for a minute before i started to ask about it. I could sense that they were trying not to mention about it. They tried to convince me that they were actually happy with their lives. So sorry that I had to break their defense. They remained silent for 10 seconds before her sister told me the story.

Soon after she disclosed it to me, I could see tears dropping from her eyes. I was trying hard to comfort them, but it just seemed to be helpless. I can't imagine how much pain she's actually trying to endure while carrying the scary illness within her body, especially when she's facing her family and also community. Apart form that, being as a widower, she needs to stay strong and tough in front of her three children.

yes, she was crying. ='(

Sometimes, thing may not be our fault. But we share the consequence of others' wrongdoings. You are innocent but life sometimes is just too unfair to you. What to do?...Never compare yourself to others. There's always some people out there wishing to own a life like yours when you are still complaining it.

Having a chance to learn medicine is not just about interest, money, responsibility or pride. It's really a great gift to let us to help and contribute to the community, meanwhile, and learn to be a contented person and appreciate everything we have.

10 more weeks. Don't stop your motivation. Keep the good job up, arcadianic. =)

p/s : sorry for the poor English. Just feel that more people can read this if I type in English rather than Chinese =P

校园的高尔夫球场 - 第二章

前几天，某位同学心血来潮地叫了我们去跑步。
就这样，五点钟的烈阳下，四条咸鱼又到了这片美丽的绿洲 =)

好喜欢就这样无忧无虑地躺在木板上，看着天空漂浮的云朵。
幸运的话，偶尔还会看到喷气机划过天边的痕迹。
感觉什么烦恼都会抛到九霄云外去似的。

草地里总是有许许多多的虫子。
总觉得它们好像都隐藏着什么秘密似的。
每个小生命总是蕴含着许许多多不为人知的故事。
没烦恼的总是它们也许正过着简单快乐的生活。
而我们，是否也可以这样吗？

超喜欢大自然的美丽。
现在的我除了努力念书之外，也要好好增强我的摄影技术与创意。
虽然我的相机拿出来也许会笑死人，但无所谓啦。
管他们的。我有我的嗜好，谁也阻扰不了我哈哈。 =D

早晨的校园高尔夫球场

其实一直都在脑海里想了很久。
在毕业之前，我要在破晓的那一刻带着我的相机到校园的高尔夫球场跑一趟。
但基于懒惰的关系，想法就只是一直在想。

今早，终于真的从睡床爬了起来。（上课又不看你起得早？）
穿上球鞋，带着相机，一个人出门去了。

早晨的阳光好耀眼，但四处充满了朝气。
该为今天好好加油了 =)

*更多照片，可以看看我的脸书相本哦 =)

追梦的骄傲

即使生命再渺小，也会有继续呼吸下去的骄傲。
每个清晨，一睁开眼，切记得给自己追梦的理由。

Life doesn't own a price tag. It's all precious and amazing.
It's so beautiful to wake up in every morning knowing what you are chasing for.